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Jonathan Lim
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Thursday, October 01, 2009
9:40 PM

when i grew up and fell in love,
i asked my sweetheart, "what lies ahead?
will we have rainbows, day after day?"
here's what my sweetheart said,

"que sera, sera.
whatever will be, will be.
the future's not ours to see.
que sera, sera.
what will be, will be"

Doris Day

history is repeating itself right before my very eyes. life is just one big joke, and it's not even funny. everything is just so ironic. it feels like it's all staged. someone up there really has a poor sense of humour if i don't say so myself. i don't know whether to laugh or cry. this time i will be brave. maybe it's a chance to show that i've learnt my lesson. then again, maybe it's just proof that i never learn. but i know one thing is for sure: i'm not going to hurt you like i hurt her. it's time to find all the courage i can muster, and love for all that i am. do you think 10 years is a long time? i do, but it will tell us what we need to know. only time will tell if this love will stand. so much can change between now and then. you know they're not kidding when they say "life is unpredictable". i wish i could tell you that nothing will change, and we will live happily ever after, but the future is not ours to see. whatever it is, even if it doesn't work out, know that for you i would give everything. my promise to you will still hold true, 'til forever and a day. you only deserve the best, my dear friend, so be sure that that is what i will give. from now until then, we just have to hold onto one thing:

whatever will be, will be.
que sera, sera.

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