been really lazy these few days, havent blogged like in ages lah... so this week damn hectic... alot of bball... not complaining yet cuz all games, not down 2 serious training yet... so came back from bball malaysia trip... quite ok lah... shall not harp on that liao... came back friday got game... i was thinking dead lah... well in the end came back n whacked the night... n died on sat... n i realised i'm not very good boyfriend material... i mean a girl asked me 2 go watch movie n i turned her down? shit man... i seriously need some help man, i must find a way 2 make it up 2 her... well i was totally wiped lah... 2day went 2 esplanade 2 watch snow queen? found it ok, then came across this play a twist of fate(was thinking matt hardy, lol), tot it was damn nice... i want 2 go n watch, but 1stly no company once again, 2ndly dunno if my parents will let n 3rdly dunno if can get tickets... so hai... see how lah... so had game 2day, quite ok? but opponent not that strong lah, n they only had 7 players? so ya lah... man, i'm damn hyper about fort minor's new album(yes... i've been waiting, n its finally here)... i think out 4 sometime liao, but nvr go cd shop n see... so 2morrow i shall go get it... hell yeah man... n 2morrow got gym... shall hardcore there... well, another sian week... waiting in anticipation 4 class allocation... actually i'm kinda freaked? but i dunno lah, dun really care about who i'm gonna get 4 my classmates, but more of who is gonna be my teachers... i dun wanna get some cock teacher n then die in that sub... ya lah... well, hope 4 the best... at least some friends? lol...

well, been thinking alot lately... with the help of *someone*... got me pretty confused... really thinking 2 much 4 my own good... well, guess i'll see how it goes... man, m i reading the signs right? or m i juz being really despo? i dun wanna look like a fool in the end... i think i'm seriously falling 2 deep, but i gotta be careful... gettin my heartbroken is one thing, having 2 face the consequences is another... but damn, she is so irresistible... lol... that sounded so much better in my head... nvm, scrape that line... lol... i dunno lah, juz follow the flow? shall be careful lah, wouldnt wanna look like a fool again... well, i'm not that tired yet so i'll juz go whack some chinese songs(surprised 2 hear me say this? i think i m)... really hooked on2 some songs, cant get it out of my head... 2morrow fort minor shall be mine... until then, peace...

well, in a rather good mood yesterday... got alot of things off my chest by dumping everything in2 the blog... but once again, my com screwed me n the post was lost 4ever... i dunno why even then i wasnt pissed or anything, juz had that feeling inside... its like even though i would have really wanted u 2 read the post, but now that its gone, i juz feel so much better that at least i told it 2 "someone"... i juz felt nothing could go wrong... even when last night charlton pulled level, i had this belief that man u will come back... nothing could bring down my day... my thoughts were so much clearer... maybe things were meant 2 be this way... maybe i'm not supposed 2 lose u, yet at the same time i cant be with u? i dun think i'm making very much sense but right now, thats how it is... i m as much puzzled, so we'll see lah... anyway, last night watched the latest installment of harry potter... it was a great show lah, but i like spent 1 post on all the ladies of the show, now i juz dun feel like repeating it... nice show, lets juz leave it at that... so i wanna watch just like heaven... gay? maybe, but seems like a nice show... the only thing i need right now is the right company... talking about movies, 2night got the girl next door... i think i mentioned this show b4 in a couple of post back, so shall be lazy n not elaborate again... this show is definately worth watching, lol... hopefully no one will kope the tv from me n i can watch in peace... so thats 4 2night, b4 that i have 2 pack 4 the malaysian trip... n i must admit, i wasnt really looking 4ward 2 it b4... i could see how it would go... a few good men will be the center of attention, everyone has a great time... sounds like alot of fun? not 2 me... but now, after last night(i dunno wth happened, something juz knocked crap in2 me), i'm juz willing 2 give it a shot lah... at least i'm roomming with zf, i think thats good? i'll juz have 2 shut out all that other crap... i really have 2 ignore everyone else... cuz i know all 2 surely, people will go there 2 have "fun"... i really dun wanna be a part of their "fun"... people will be there 2 impress, juz dun impress in my face or i'll make sure i express how i feel... i dun care if u're damn pro or zai or watever... juz keep it out of my face... i dunno how that was supposed 2 achieve anything... but thats wat i think lah, still dun think i'll enjoy myself... so i'll have 2 pack later, which totally sux... well, i juz have 1 question on my mind right now, do i mean anything 2 you? i guess if i can find that answer, my problems would be solved... maybe u know who u are, maybe u dun... so watever lah... i think the answer will come... i juz hope it comes b4 i bury myself 2 deep... enuff said lah... listening 2 music... waiting 2 play my fifa 04/06... waiting 4 an answer...

well, 4 me, chalet sucked... i guess its my anticipation again, expected 2 much from it, n it sure as hell did not live up 2 my expectations... at 1st still ok, went 2 play lan and pool... 1st dota game ever was pretty ok... went back chalet played a little soccer n stuff... then things started 2 get sian lah... i think 1 of the problems was really the xbox... spoils the whole fun... at some point in time sure got people playing xbox 1... then its like everyone is doing everythings else, some play cards, some sleep n all... the only time i tot we were actually having fun was playing the "polarbear" game... at least more people were involved in the same activity, more interaction n definately more fun lah... so we played the "polarbear" game like until 4 in the morning, still with some people playing xbox... then slept at 5... really didnt sleep well, kept waking up 2 xbox sounds... woke up at 10, went 2 find food 4 breakfast... we practically had 2 "find" food... food was really an issue... the only food u would get 2 eat is the ones u cook urself at bbq, other than that, there's nothing much 2 eat... its either there was no food available or the food was simply 2 expensive... 6 bucks 4 a plate of cha guay tiao? u got 2 be kidding... so went 4 breakfast, service sucked, food sucked n damn ex... but there was really no other choice... then after that had game so rushed down 2 toa payoh... not say really tired, but kinda spoils the day... so after the game, came back with wincy... i had a feeling she was going 2 be damn sian, but its nicer 2 have her down, some more 2nd day i tot more settled down can at least have fun... so went there, n things got really screwed... bout 2 rain, bbq stuff not ready, half the class is not there, n we were like really hungry... so went 2 find food once again lah... can tell wincy was really damn sian, n people were still playing the xbox... then wanted 2 help with the bbq, got kinda offended in a way, so juz leave them be lah... went 2 go find stuff 2 do... mood was already dropping, felt damn sian decided 2 go back chalet... dunno, alot of things were running through my head lah... then saw wincy there already waiting 4 taxi... i knew at once "this is deep shit lah"... apparently someone had shouted at her over bbq matters... wah, that was some serious shit man... i mean 1stly, why would u wanna shout at a teacher, then somemore not like she did anything wrong lah... i mean that was really 过分... she left in a hurry, n i felt it was in a way my fault? i mean i "dragged" her down so that this could happen? really should have spared a thought 4 her lah... but on the other hand wth was wrong with the class man? u call this a class, driving a teacher away? wah lao... it was like every man 4 himself, turning ur back on ur own friends... my view of the class really changed lah... the place is a friggin mess, the toilets smells like urine, things go missing... so i juz kept thinking about the wincy incident throughout the night, then i'm like "wat kinda friend m i man?" alot of other stuff oso lah... so was at the bowling alley/arcade area... dunno wat i was doing there oso, guess i didnt feel like going back 2 the chalet... so talked quite abit, i think one of the more memorable parts of the chalet... so in the end the nice lady at the bowling counter there let us bowl 1 final game, even though it was like close 2 the closing time n all... she was really helpful by opening up 4 lanes 4 us... so bowled, tried 2 4get about stuff... wah then wincy smsed me n apologised? wah that really did me in lah... i felt damn bad about it inside... she came all the way here juz 2 get this sort of crap from her own form class n she apologises? i know no one could see how bad i felt lah... i juz kept apologising cuz i dunno wat else i could do? i really felt like the culprit... went back 2 the chalet n locked ourselves in the room, played cards, listening 2 music... felt that was the only time when friend were friends lah... no barriers, nothing in between... felt like shit the whole way through... so juz tried 2 find somethings 2 do, in the end juz slept at 3... woke up at 930, checked out at 10... could see the sian-ness in everyone's eyes lah... so juz left feeling that the chalet was a screw up, kinda felt i wasted my time there, n juz basically not fun lah... went 4 game n came back wiped out... now here juz pouring out the last 3 days... i still feel bad about the thing, i really dunno wat 2 do right now... it juz sux inside... how can i make it up 2 her? dammit, i'm so useless lah... can nvr fail 2 screw things up... feel like shit now, next week malaysia trip... if i could i wouldnt go... i'd probably screw it up 2 n cause everyone 2 feel sian like me... i dunno how i'm going 2 go malaysia lah, plus i think i'm falling sick... i juz wanna shove all my problems in2 pillow, n juz beating the living crap outta that pillow man... later watching smackdown, wanna watch harry potter... really no mood now... i think i'll juz do nothing now... cant stop thinking... well other people may have found the chalet fun, good 4 them... maybe i'm the only freak in the whole place that thinks the chalet is seriously screwed... but if u were 2 ask me now if i had fun, i'd probably tell you no... someone tell me wat 2 do now?

so 2day had a talk with my parents about my subject combi(i know, a little late)... well, i just have 2 stick by my decision... i've made my decision, n i'll live by the consequences... as much as 9 subjects is tempting, i will juz do my best with wat i have... i think its definately do-able, juz need time management... i think it may help me in ways i nvr aimed 2 achieve, like wat coach said... i will not do it 4 anyone else, n shall not be bothered by wat other people say or do... i'll juz do it 4 myself... i'll juz do my best 2 pull through lah... at least at the end of the day, i tried...

so been watching alot of movies lately, n here comes another one(sorrie 2 all those non-movie watchers out there... u'd better not be reading this right now)... watched stealth 2day, n b4 anything else, izzit juz me or is jessica biel juz the finest thang man? the show was pretty nice, about some robot went wrong screwing people over kinda thing... i couldnt say i watched the show only 4 jessica biel(not entirely true, lol), but 4 the most part, shall we say she's the center of attention... got jamie foxx n some other dude, but i'm not gay so who cares about them... lol... so 3 pilots try 2 bring down an AI plane gone wrong, n sadly Lt. Henry Purcell(jamie foxx) died like half way through the show... so Lt. Kara Wade(jessica biel!!!) crashes some where in north korea n Lt. Ben Gannon(some other dude, 4got this name) went on 2 bring down the UCAV(the AI plane gone wrong 4 those who couldnt guess what i'm talking about)... so the story goes... shall not say 2 much... man, then there was this scene when the 3 pilots were in thailand having their break when jessica biel n the other guy were at some waterfall place... she was in a blue bikini man... damn she was hot... i'd give anything be there at that very moment man... that some other guy is 1 lucky son of a gun... jessica biel is juz off the charts man... i cant even find words 2 describe her hotness... damn... so the show's not bad... n there's 1 more 2night that i'm catching, Mr. Bean: The Movie... lol, another round of laughs... cant believe i missed a cinderella story 2day... got hilary duff!!! man, sometimes i really hate myself... hopefully they'll show it again(like they always do)... got chad michael murray(from One Tree Hill)... i dunno why i mentioned him, 4 fun lah... or maybe i juz hate him(among other guys) 4 making out with hilary duff... but well, this is the real world n she's already 18... n we all know wat 18 stands 4, especially 4 a girl like her... hai, looks like the days of hilary duff are over... why burn down the forest 4 a tree? lol... hilary duff rox, but nothing could happen anyway, so might as well let go... these few days been watching ALOT of movies, hence all my blog post about movies of some sort... some of them are really nice shows(in fact all of them)... hope darryl remembers 2 bring my fifa 06 n scary movie 3... then i would have another show 2 watch, hahahahahaha... nothing 2 do from now till my next date with the tv, so i shall surf around as usual... but its starting 2 get boring... maybe i'll go find pics of jessica biel, hopefully they have nice ones 4 my msn... turns out all versions of welcome to detroit city are screwed... so i'll juz listen 2 mine... jessica biel, here i come!!! lol...

2day watched the waterboy on star movies... another adam sandler movie... damn funny... the show was quite long time ago, i think 1998... then halfway through the show i tot i saw the big show(wrestler from WWE)... lol, then he was laughing his guts out, seriously looked damn funny... got rob schneider oso, kept saying "you can do it!" in a goofy way, kinda dumb... my dad was watching wit me oso then he was like laughing all the way oso... wah then show had this chick fairuza balk... wah in the show she was kinda hot, then i went 2 check her out, then i totally freaked out... man she looked really different... i think i'm really screwed or something... she like totally different from what i would normally associate with cho, but i still found her attractive leh? maybe it was quite long ago so she changed? i dunno... but 1 thing's 4 sure, i know my definition of cho will not change 4 two people... lol... so after that went 2 fix up the songs in my mp3, went 2 fiddle wit it like 2hrs? but in the end havent really got the songs i wanted... after dinner went 2 watch some bball game on espn... some perth wildcats game with brisbane bullets in the singapore indoor stadium... i was imagining the rest of the guys in the indoor stadium while i was watching the game from the comfort of my living room... they would probably only get more of the cheerleaders... i wasnt there cuz the trip home would have been a killer... unless i went home with the one of the cheerleaders(get what i mean? lol)... then it would be a completely different story... lol... so was watching the game, then saw the guy, shanahan? one of the guys that conducted the training clinic 4 the U-15 team... he oso took us through the drills 4 the most part... wah he was like playing 1st team like that, regular minutes, not bad... better than the hux guy? lol... didnt even see him there... so perth wildcats won... quite exciting game... saw a bit of trapping going on... even the 2-2-1 at 1 point? lol... but perth wildcats blew off a pretty huge lead in the 4th quarter, lettin brisbane bullets come back 2 within single digit... but 2 little 2 late 4 the brisbane bullets... so nothing much 2 do right now 4 me... had hellboy on but didnt really wanna watch... kinda tired n wanted 2 blog 1st... i think i'd better make a note now... 20th november, star movies, the girl next door starring elisha cuthbert(HOT!!!) n some other dude... damn, this is a show i must catch man... wouldnt miss it 4 a thing... well, maybe depends on wat the "thing" is... but thats besides the point... elisha cuthbert is super hot man, some more in the show she plays an ex-porn star... how much better can it get? lol... cant wait... tues is chalet liao... cant it come any faster? gonna pack 2morrow, monday wouldnt have time... i think imma sleep early 2day, kinda tired... i'll go surf around a little... this new song by eminem i think? welcome to detroit city... i really want the proper version(as in without all the screwy background crap... juz the song)... the song is really nice, but cant find the proper version leh... talking about songs, came across this phrase in a song, "swish them hips"... the only person i could think of at that moment that could "swish her hips" was none other than... hahahahahaha... i think a couple of u guys can guess who i'm thinking of lah... trust me, u dun have 2 look far(clue)... ok, i will go now... searching 4 the song welcome to detroit city...

was damn pissed 2day... really felt like telling the guy 2 f*** off... seriously lah, grow up n get a life... i dun think its fun 2 put other people down juz 2 bring urself up lah... i think its damn childish lah... if u have 2 make fun of other people n insult them juz so that u will look better, i think thats damn sad... u have 2 do this sort of thing juz 2 be popular... i mean its like ur playing 2 faces lah, one time act nice, another time start insulting people... if u think its fun insulting people 4 no good reason, i think there's a serious problem with u... i mean its like 2 be popular u juz put ur friends down like that... yeah so wat if its funny, not when the jokes on u... maybe u got thick skin, then 2 bad... i mean this is the so called "friend" lah, that supposed 2 stick with u through thick n thin... i say bullshit lah... so juz laugh along with their jokes lah, no point beating up people juz because they choose 2 be childish n insensitive... if that person wasnt my so called "friend", i would have really given him a piece of my mind lah... juz when i tot he was being ok... nvr shall i be so foolish... other people may find ur senseless jokes funny, other people may find u screwing them over fun... i DON'T... so friggin lay off... my advice, get a life and grow up...

now that's over n done wit... shall move on b4 i start thinking about friggin rippin his head off the next time i see him... juz watched survivor... didnt really catch the front part... gary found the friggin idol!!! hahahahaha, cant help laughing man... so there's this 2nd immunity idol hidden around camp, thats grants immunity 2 whoever finds it n that person may choose whenever 2 use it, up until the final 4... so past 2 episodes everyones looking high n low 4 it... n 2day judd got a clue... so he shares it wit steph n tells everyone else a lie... then after the immunity challenge(which sadly, jamie won), gary knew he was screwed lah... then the hidden idol was his last hope... then there he goes looking 4 it n finds judd looking 4 it 2... he sees judd looking 4 the idol in the trees when judd told everyone else that the idol is definately on the ground... so judd is screwed, n gary starts looking 4 the idol in the trees oso lah... then they show steph saying "there's no way gary's gonna find it"... then at tribal council, when asked 2 reveal the hidden idol if found, gary steps up... should have seen steph's face man... i jumped from the sofa when i saw that gary found the thing lah... nearly laughed my head off, especially after steph said wat she said... so gary n jamie have immunity, n sadly bobby jon got voted off... i think it was a bit early 4 the idol 2 be revealed, but gary knew he was going home n it was the right decision lah... damn, judd is so screwed, somemore saying he nvr lied in the game up 2 that point... judd will be so screwed if gary tells everyone about his little "discovery"... still cant believe gary found the idol, when everyone was like looking high n low 4 that small thing... but it will only extend his time at most 3 days only lor... damn, so sad... bobby jon had 2 go... i really dun wanna see danni go man... she's damn cho... as in she seems like those nice person, great personality kind... inner cho-ness kind, even though she looks quite hot on the outside oso, abit skinny though(but who izznt on survivor... maybe judd, lol)... really dun wanna see her go, like the only person that's left in the game i'm supporting now... i used 2 like steph, but now she like damn bitch... so, danni all the way man... even though that is not very likely... things are starting 2 get juicy... shall watch next week's episode... damn tired now, nothing much 2 say, cept the end(or maybe not) of a busy week... gotta rest up 4 next week which will ensure i will get the least sleep i've ever had in my life... i think i shall go now... check back in 2morrow... peace...

juz finished watching smackdown... wah lao, dun have christy hemme... damn, i was waiting 4 her... she is so fine... man she is smokin' hot... but she got playboy... dun care man, still hot... cant wait next week smackdown, fatal 4 way 4 the tag team championship... ok, so juz now rushed back from SBC(2nd friggin time in 2 friggin days, wth?) from some bball clinic(again, 2nd friggin time in 2 friggin days) for the U-15 squad... they say was some what briefing... in the end go there bball clinic... was more fun than yesterday(cuz i wasnt thinking so much 2day?), but still abit the sian... like kept doing drills... was over pretty quick then got a lift from andrew zee's(david lee's church friend, i tot i might like 2 add) dad... then took a train home from bishan... wah cant believe so fast the 1st week of skuls hols almost over like that... next week is chalet, the week after is malaysian trip, then b4 u know it, its december liao... talking about chalet, kinda psyched man... i think its really gonna be fun... i shall not bring any troubles or problems there, juz go there have fun... the only bummer, got matches on wed n thurs, so its like gotta rush from place 2 place... but better than a training that would totally wipe us out... cant wait 4 chalet lah... but then got no specific details yet leh... gotta go find out soon lah... so 2morrow got training... kinda sian, but anything lah... only scared this sat, later got BBAXN, which i, so very unfortunately, muz go... was planning 2 go gym n hardcore wit chris again, but looks like cannot... sian... this week had me out n about 4 the most part, which i frankly didnt mind, would have died at home anyway... next 2 weeks not much rest, only until december are things settled down i guess... by then would have known course allocation n class allocation? hiya dun wanna think so much now... man, i've been tryna get pics of christy hemme 4 my msn dp, but all of them is like, bikini n all? damn, why cant they have like a decent picture 4 my msn(although i'm not complaining, lol)? damn she's hot, cant believe she's stuck wit the LOD freaks... LOD totally rox, dun get me wrong, juz that why is she stuck wit them man? hiya, christy hemme rox, LOD rox, they all rox lah... ok, i think i'm gettin abit hyper liao, maybe from juz watching smackdown n all... shall go slack around now... check in some other time... peace...

well, i juz watched the last episode of one tree hill... damn i cant believe i missed out on the whole middle section of the series due 2 all the trainings n coming back late... now i really feel like watching it... the finale was damn nice... they lost in the end though... alot of stuff are popping up, i guess building up 4 next season... so 2day had some bball clinic at SBC(i'm gonna go there again 2morrow 4 the national team briefing), wasnt really that in2 it lah... i guess alot of things were on my mind... i was thinking of last night lah... i realised i'm like kinda of a bad friend... i mean, i'm selfish, i cant do anything 2 cheer anyone up, i m utterly hopeless at keeping 2 my word(most of the time), n i cant do anything right... i mean i cant quite keep friendships really well... all those p6 gatherings, say can go then in the end no show... sometimes i dun really want it 2 be this way, but things juz happen lah... i guess i'm really a jerk man... now some of my friends i dun even know if they're real... then the only person i can really count on, n i screw things up... even though it wasnt really my fault, but i feel responsible... cuz its my friend man, n u dun turn ur back on a friend... cuz if u read those things, u would tell a friend right? but as usual the stupid me had 2 say something 2 completely screw it up... i juz feel really bad lah... but seriously i have nvr come across it b4 n i definately wasnt part of it... but i guess it was wat i said that messed things up... maybe it wouldnt even matter if i said it or not, that person probably wouldnt even have believed me lah... i bet that person was already half accusing me, n maybe thats why i felt responsible lah... why m i so stupid, it didnt even do it n i feeling so miserable? could it be true that this blog is turning in2 the only true friend i have that is willing 2 listen 2 me? i may not be responsible, i may not be kind or thoughtful, i may be a complete jerk... but there's one thing i hold true 2, honesty... i mean wats there 2 talk about if there is no trust n honesty... i need my friends 2 trust me man, n i feel thats gettin screwed by me... if my friends dun even trust me, then wat kind of a friend m i? i juz dun want things 2 turn out this way lah... so many people are wearing masks out there... u cant see wat they really feel, how they really feel about u... how do u know ur best friend is not wearing a mask? i mean i think about this all the time... when u talk 2 people, are the words coming out of their mouths from the heart? is there such a thing called a perfect world? where everyone is nice n there can be no wrong... where there would be no heartbreaks or lies or fake-ness... where everything is real, n u know that ur friends are there 4 u 100%... n ur friends know that u will be there 4 them 100%... i seriously doubt there is... but i juz want my friends 2 be able 2 trust me, n believe wat i say... cuz trust really means alot 2 me... are u willing 2 fall down, n allow ur friend 2 catch u? i juz feel that is really strong, nothing can break that... well i juz hope people reading this will believe wat i say... otherwise, as they say, i'm screwed...

damn, m i bored or wat... i dunno wat 2 write, maybe juz 2 lazy... so i shall juz post some lyrics here... was listening 2 my mp3 n came across this song... struck a few heartstrings... nothing better 2 do...

N'Sync
Gone

There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home(yeah)
seems so long ago you walked away
Left me alone
I remember what you said to me
You were acting so strange
and maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away?
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here, right now...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone...
You're gone...
Baby you're gone...
Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone...
You're gone...
You're...

I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone
But if there's something that I could do
Won't you please let me know?
Time is passing so slowly now
Guess that's my life without you
and maybe I could change my every day
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around
and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
and I know in my heart
You can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do

Yeeaah...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone...
You're gone...
You're gone...
You're gone...
You're gone.. you're....Gone

Ohhh...

Oh what'll I do
If I can't be with you
Tell me where will I turn to
Baby where will I be
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see?
That I need you here with me

Oohhh...

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I've drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

Been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind
I've tried my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face
But the truth remains

You're gone...
You're gone...
You're gone...
You're gone...
Gone
You're gone...

But the truth remains
You're...

*crap my post didnt show up!!! damn i wasted my time typing the damn post... nvm i shall juz post the lyrics 2 photograph by nickelback... damn blogspot...*

Nickelback
Photograph

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head

And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out

And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin' out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we know
We said someday we'd find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim's the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She's had a couple of kids since then
I haven't seen her since god knows when

Oh oh oh
Oh god I

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it

If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

man, the skul year has finally come 2 an end... why dun i feel anything? as in its like i tot i would be like sad n all, missin everyone from 2C n the teachers... but its like, when i stepped in2 the classroom, it juz feels like a normal day at skul... with the lessons n all... it feels like any other day, when we would kampong in the class, waiting 4 wincy or chai yaw 2 come in n scold us or something... then we would complain about the boring lesson we were going 2 have, checking 2 see if the teacher was here 2day, hanging outside the class checkin out 4 "you-know-who"... sitting in the classroom half asleep, pretending 2 pay any attention, waiting 4 the recess bell 2 ring, thinking about training later in the day... chattin witcha good friends, playing tai ti, laughing at lame jokes, talking about the day at skul on ur way home witcha friends, checkin out chicks along the way, talking about the teachers that we can nvr 4get, talking about life... all seems so familiar... nothing different on the last day of skul, the class was noisy, as usual... no signs of it being the last day, when we know we may not see each other in the same classroom again, we know we may grow distant... well things juz end this way... it juz feels really weird 4 me... its like it hasnt registered in my mind that its the last day of skul, the last day of 2C... well, i think i'll soon realise it... when i wont walk in2 the same class next year... all my bruddas, ivan, darryl, zf, kenneth, chris, david lee, christian, zach n all... hey guys, stay friends... dont hesitate 2 ring me up if u guys need me... man, thats the end of 2C... hai, i dunno wat 2 say... well, all i hope is that we can stay friends, let 2C live on... moving on b4 i get all emotional again... watched survivor last night... alot of emotions man... final 10, merged(people who follow the show would know wat i'm talking about, 4 those who dun, bear wit me... lol)... so after they survive this tribal council, its the jury... 4 me if i play the game i would at least wanna get in2 the jury... the 2 merging tribes were 4-6... so disadvantage 4 one of the tribes lah... anyway the situation at camp was kinda tense wit bobby jon n jamie going at it, not on the best of terms... wah seriously cannot tahan jamie lah... he is a b*****d lah... at the challenge 4 immunity, people can choose 2 take part in the challenge 4 the immunity or sit out n have a feast... so basically they were playing along tribal lines... then the jamie went 2 trash talk bobby jon while he was taking part in the challenge... jamie can eat still go n trash talk people... seriously an ass lah... then gary won, so came tribal council, it was 4-6 lah... people say they wanna follow their hearts n vote off jamie(cuz apparently they cant stand him 2) n in the end, they played along tribal lines n voted off brandon... wah lao, seriously felt brandon was more deserving of a place in the jury than jamie... the only reason he is still in the game is cuz his tribe has more people... wth man... feel damn sad 4 brandon... hope bobby jon whips jamie's ass at the next challenge or something... they better vote jamie off... ok enuff tv talk... 2day went 4 the so called final combined skul selection, n got in2 the team... yeah man, cool... juz stick thru until the end n get the reward of the singapore jersey(i hope)... yeah man... really tired now... want 2 download alot of songs, but cant remember all... alot of damn nice songs... b4 i go, a word of thanks 2 ms tsang 4 mentioning me in her blog... really nice 2 be appreciated... if ur reading this, stay happy n juz chill... if ya need me, juz holla... lol... ok lah, enuff 4 2day... damn tired... listening 2 pussycat dolls, stick with you(courtesy of chris ;P)... check it out, damn nice... ok, peace out...

i sense this blog is dying... anyway, 2day was a damn boring day... went 4 some celebration thingy... wth man, kinda waste time, but i shall not say anything here... so after that wasted the day lah, nothing much interesting happened... cleaned the classroom... ok so that was skul... after that went 2 play a game wit woodlands ring... wth played in2 OT... then lost lah... wth man... anyway, shall not harp on it... so after got home, watched "The Naked Gun: From The Files Of The Police Squad!" it was damn friggin funny... seriously go watch it... its damn old though(1988)... but if u guys have cable(sadly 4 those who dun) go watch it... got leslie nielson, n dunno wat priscilla presley... the show is kinda stupid n lame, but in a funny way... the stuff they do is damn dumb... try n watch the naked gun 2 1/2 n the naked gun 33 1/3... both oso damn funny... leslie nielson shows are damn funny, but at the same time damn lame oso lah... dracula dead n lovin it is oso 1 damn nice show... so nearly laughed my head off... damn dumb... anyway, heard from danny that they having a final selection 4 the combined skuls this sat, tot i nvr get in cuz no call... lucky i checked my hp, got 1 missed call... damn heng... so this sat, 10 at SBC... kinda sian, but kinda fun oso i think... at least got 1 last chance... which oso means(hopefully), no BBAXN... yeah man, dun wanna go 4 that 1... later got RAW n 2morrow no skul... means can slack... yeah man... a hectic skul year is finally ending... along wit my class n classmates... but i now i think of it... maybe it wont be so bad... i juz hope my friends can get in2 same class as me... if we nvr get same class, hope can stay as friends n make new ones... hopefully i can draw relief from the teachers imma gon get next year(if ur reading this ivan, i think u know who i'm talking about... lol)... hope i get good teachers(if ya know wat i mean)... juz really hope everyone can keep in touch... dun wanna lose friends like from pri skul... yeah man, so the skul year is ending... gotta keep the mood up... chillin bruddas... waiting 4 this sats(hopefully the last) trials... this blog looks kinda dead leh... nvm, dun care lah... peace...