"Wishing you the happiness that you couldn't find in me, love you could no longer see in me and the best, that could never be me..."

i couldn't help but to think about you yesterday. it's been awhile, and i wonder how you look like now. i think you should know that you changed a big part of me. you are alot of the things that make me the person i am to today. i grew up alot while i was with you, but during that time, i made alot of mistakes that hurt you too. i guess it was through those mistakes that i've learned, but just not soon enough. i could spend a whole lifetime trying to make up all the wrongs i've ever made, but that simply wouldnt be enough. maybe it's best i only recall the better memories i had with you, ones that would stay with me forever. i think i can safely say that you're the best i'll ever have, simply because you were the one that changed my life. i dare not ask for a second chance, because i don't want to let you down again. but if i could, i would do anything to make you happy, i would do everything in my power not to hurt you again and i would love you with all my heart, with no regrets, because i know i'll never get another chance to love you again.

maybe it's a little selfish of me to wonder if you ever think about me. you may not, for i was not important enough. you may not, for you might already have someone else residing in your mind. you may not, for you might have forgotten who i am. but i know, last night, i did think about you, and i came to this conclusion: i miss you.

And I need you now tonight,
and I need you more than ever.
And if you'll only hold me tight,
we'd be holding on forever.

And we'll only be making it right,
cause we'll never be wrong together.
We can take it to the end of the line,
your love is like a shadow on me all of the time.
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark,
we're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks.

I really need you tonight.
Forever's gonna start tonight,
forever's gonna start tonight.

Once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now I'm only falling apart.
There's nothing I can do,
a total eclipse of the heart.

Once upon a time there was light in my life,
but now there's only love in the dark.
Nothing I can say,
a total eclipse of the heart.