should i close the door? so they can't see what's going on inside.

should i close the door? so they can't hear the screams at night.

should i close the door? so they won't know where our feelings hide.

should i close the door? so they can leave us alone.

everything's gone. everything feels so empty. lost. the inspiration. negative. just can't wait to go back to school to face the cruel, mocking people that laugh at you with their sideway glances. just can't wait to be greeted with jeers and faces that tell you they don't really care. time to put on those caps and get back to work, not to mention a smile with a coffee to go. it's time to find imaginary friends in lithium tetrahydridoaluminate(III) or sodium dodecyl sulphate polyacrylamide gel electrophoresis, or find someone who actually knows them.

i'm stuck in a place that's worse than before. it's not a place beyond hope, it's a place of hoping.

there's nothing else i can say, wish you never looked at me that way.