the old guards will not pass.
i stand at the gates, but the old guards will not let me pass.
they wouldn't let me in.
the old guards will not pass.

today i received the best birthday present ever. in it's simplicity, is genius. it really made my day. those words, just the thought of it brings a smile to my face. i just can't stop smiling to myself. she never knew, and she probably didn't really care. it doesn't matter to me, because in one simple gift, i have everything i want, and probably everything i need to get me through the rest of the days, even if it amounts to nothing in the end. the concept of the gift is more appealing than the gift itself.

it is the best birthday present. ever.