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Jonathan Lim
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Thursday, July 02, 2009
10:33 AM

Oh Why Age?
by Jonathan Lim

I will love you until my heart bleeds out,
you're an angel that fell from heaven and missed all of the clouds.
Were you sent here to be with me?
Or were you sent here to teach me misery?

I'm prepared for you to say that i'm not your type,
that the words I tried to say didn't come out right.
From the start I knew it was wrong,
but I just didn't want to believe I was right all along.

My love for you will not be in vain,
you returned what was lost; now I can finally feel the pain.
Everytime before I sleep and after I wake,
I want to be with you more than ever; I'll do whatever it takes.

I'm tired of living with the ghost of my past,
one chance with you is all I ask.
Running from you is an impossible escape,
the thought of being with you is the thought of tempting fate.

Sometimes I catch myself staring at you carelessly,
if you look back I hope you know it's me.
I must find a way to stop these flights of fantasy,
when the high wears out, nothing hurts more than reality.

So what can I do to get you off my mind?
I'm tripping over you every single time.
What can I do to get you off my mind?
The cure for my obsession is something I will never find.

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