we were never meant to be together. our stars crossed in the heavens, but they never aligned; never meant to be as one. for a brief moment, i forgot that we were made merely as friends. i'm thankful that you came into my life, and changed it. you gave me hope when all else was fading, when i couldn't find strength in my new skin. you made me believe again. you were a message sent from above. you were an angel from heaven.

relationships mean alot to me, friendships especially. i'm not someone who needs alot of friends, but i'm a person who needs close friends. i would die for a friendship that would never die for me. the truth is, i need you more than you seem to need me. and even though now, my presence is less required, i'll still be there. just in case. maybe you were always going to be there, just in a different way. and maybe it's time i set my heart free. i knew it all along, that we were made for different things, but i lost control for a fleeting moment. that fleeting moment is gone.

as the night fades, and as dawn is approaching, the sun will rise and the day will begin. as the light slowly crawls towards the dusk, night will fall and cover the world in darkness. the night will bring peace and rest to weary souls and tired bodies, but it will also bring sleepless nights for the restless minds. and in the night, one seems to understand the world one is placed in, better. the epiphany and revelations overwhelm a single mind. but the night still comes and goes, and just before the breaking of the sun, one mind is at peace with the world.

a close friend of mine once said, "Having would be great, but I'm doing just fine without." i couldn't agree more.