tonight, you won't read the words that spell my misery. i'm going to fight the feeling because you don't know how much i'm not willing to lose you. tonight i will keep the pain inside so that you will never know how much it hurts to let you go. i will not let my feelings show because then, i would be risking everything that means so much to me. everything is you.

tonight, i will take in the last rays of light and bask in the midnight sun. someday you will never know these words were written about you, but all for the sake of what we have now, and what we never will. i wage a war against my darkest fears, trying to fight the inevitable. every time i lose myself and begin to doubt, these inner demons win. this battle i must fight alone. for you, i set my heart on fire. and for you, i must put my heart out.

tonight, i have you in my memories. and that's all i need, to get me through the night.