"Wishing you the happiness that you couldn't find in me, love you could no longer see in me and the best, that could never be me..."

i couldn't help but to think about you yesterday. it's been awhile, and i wonder how you look like now. i think you should know that you changed a big part of me. you are alot of the things that make me the person i am to today. i grew up alot while i was with you, but during that time, i made alot of mistakes that hurt you too. i guess it was through those mistakes that i've learned, but just not soon enough. i could spend a whole lifetime trying to make up all the wrongs i've ever made, but that simply wouldnt be enough. maybe it's best i only recall the better memories i had with you, ones that would stay with me forever. i think i can safely say that you're the best i'll ever have, simply because you were the one that changed my life. i dare not ask for a second chance, because i don't want to let you down again. but if i could, i would do anything to make you happy, i would do everything in my power not to hurt you again and i would love you with all my heart, with no regrets, because i know i'll never get another chance to love you again.

maybe it's a little selfish of me to wonder if you ever think about me. you may not, for i was not important enough. you may not, for you might already have someone else residing in your mind. you may not, for you might have forgotten who i am. but i know, last night, i did think about you, and i came to this conclusion: i miss you.