i feel accomplished today. managed to stay in school and mug all the way til 830. i really like this idea of the library opening til late for us to mug. its really peaceful and quiet at night in school, and the lib is the perfect place to be. i think i really might start a routine that'll keep me in school til late everyday, mugging my ass off. it feels like a lifetime apart from when the day just started with me gymming in yck, til the time i reached home and had my dinner. and i feel really good, to have actually done something productive. now i know how to make myself feel good on a lousy day. it's just not how i'd have expected it, at all.

looking forward to IHC soccer this coming wed, hope i can get in and play man. actually, it's a bit of a dilemma for me. there're so many sports i wanna play, yet i can only choose 3. there's like tennis, floorball, soccer, bball, volleyball, captain's ball and netball. i'm not trying to boast but i really can play all of them and i would really like to kick some ass, but i can't. i guess i'll just have to choose which sports i can do the most damage in :D on a side note, finally got back my room after about a month away from it. feels kinda weird now not sleeping in the study. home is slowly becoming where the bed is (no pun intended), and thats about it. i just about come home to eat, shower and sleep only. i'll leave all the work in school, and maybe home can become an escape from reality, even if only for awhile.

i saw right through you. i only wish i'd seen it earlier. you either die a hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villan. here's wishing you all the best in your future, because i want nothing to do with it ~