Tuesday, August 28, 20079:21 PM
"I just really need someone right now... I just want someone to tell me it’s going to be alright... I just want someone to make me feel better, make me forget about everything that happened today... I just want someone to be there for me... and then I thought of you... I still remember exactly what you wore, where we met and what we watched the first time we went out... then of course I remembered the times I treated you so badly... I remember the time at the restaurant, when I got up and left; when you cried... after that, I promised never to leave you alone again... well, I broke that promise... just like many others... so many other things happened between and after... my biggest regret is, that I never showed you how much I cared...
I know I can’t possibly ask for you to be there for me right now... simply because you can’t, physically and emotionally... I know that I have no right to ask for you... simply because I just can’t do that anymore... I know that it would be selfish of me to ask for you... after all the times I left you hanging, hoping I’d come through... I know that, for all the times you wanted me there, and for all the times I wasn't; you have every right to be cold and cruel... but I’m still going to ask for you, somehow, not to judge me... I’m going to ask for you to cheer me up, help me forget, and to be there... I know you can’t... and I know, I’ll be left hanging..." - Anon
immaculate and inadequate ;