well, on sat went for wok's wedding, and it was a real experience... i mean it totally changed my impression of marriages... i used to think that it was juz boring stuff with alot of ceremonial preparation in between, but not anymore... the whole ceremony was juz so, surreal... i dunno, i mean to me it felt that way... it was almost as if the whole thing was a fairytale and i'm juz caught up inside of it... the choir was singing hymns, with the piano and all... then there was the pastor and then the bride walking down the aisle, exchanging of rings and stuff... its sounds so old-fashioned but it was so beautiful... i mean the whole ambience, it was juz so amazing... and the newly wedded couple juz looked so happy, even though i didnt really know both of them so well (the bride was my teacher and the dude i have no relation with cept that he was oso from raffles), i knew that they were so lucky to have each other... and somehow through that it made me believe in love again, in hope... i want to experience something as perfect as that someday... yes, it was perfect... now i know why marriage is such a powerful bond, for those who uphold it... and i wonder how people take those words so lightly, so meaninglessly... only to end up with a divorce... it was one of the most enlightening experiences i've had in a long time, and marriage is one of the most beautiful things in the world... maybe i'm juz being naive, but i'll enjoy this fantasy until it fades... what people say is true: women look the most beautiful when they put on their wedding dress...

so anyway, that was the highlight of the weekend... after catching up a little with ms wok (aka mrs wang), went down 2 cuppage to play more pool and lan... wth, practically the whole class was there, even zf, darryl, and chris joined us at some point... the whole weekend was pretty much wasted on this, not much productive work done... and so came 2day, with maths TA on vectors... dunno why it seems like the whole world was talking about this when there were many other bigger TAs and stuff... it juz seemed really blown out of proportion... it was kinda ok given the amount of effort put in... but if i'm gonna be as slack 4 integration i'm as good as gone... oh damn, i juz realised i'm still writing damn long essays here, crap... ok time to cut down... so managed to catch transformer (finally), but once again i somehow manage to pangseh yande... anyway it was a great show, not mentioning the fact that megan fox (the hottest and most beautiful eyes ever) was starring in it... it lived up to all the hype (and possibly surpassed it?) so no let down there... and shia labeouf was absolutely magnificient... great show all around... oso realised that i've been spending alot of money recently... spent more than $120 in 4 days (which in my accounts are way off the charts)... feel kinda guilty cuz i spent so much money, damn... i shall cut down my spendings to make myself feel better, til i can splurge another day... ok think i wont say too much more, its only day1 of week3 and a full skul week to the weekends... so juz making things work til then... peace...

No matter how I deny or what I try to do,
there will always be a soft spot in my heart for you.
Sometimes I pray and hope it's true,
I just wish you have a spot for me too.