b4 i say anything, be warned that i'm extremely tired and will fall asleep IMMEDIATELY if given a chance on my bed, so if i go nonsense or random somewhere in this post, please bear with it... much appreciated...

well, its 3 days into the new skul year and the 1st post of 2007! kinda lotsa things happening these past few days so i'll do my best... on the 1st day of skul, was welcomed by lotsa new things such as a new parade square, new bball and tennis courts and a semi-completed hall and canteen, not 2 mention an artificial pitch awaiting completion... had a new classroom 2 so that was pretty cool... not cool would fall under the category of teachers... i've been waiting 3 days 2 bitch about my teachers 4 the new year so i will just let loose... 1stly, i have a new maths teacher who has a reputation of being a bitch, which means my maths will go through another hell year, but it is definitely relief from my previous maths teacher, i oso have a couple more teachers who are known bitches, like bio and chinese... 4 goodness sake, i've waited a whole goddamn year juz so that i can anticipate a change in my chinese teacher, and when i saw her name on my timetable it signalled the beginning of the end... i hate her and i guess she probably hates me 2, i'm so desperate for a good chinese teacher this year cuz of HMT O levels, and with her as my chinese teacher, that really spells the end of me... i hate her so much i have half a mind to juz pon all her lesson and go study chinese on my own, i think it would be so much more productive than wasting 1 hr of my life in her class almost everyday... not only that she is my ft, my frickin i'm-so-going-to-have-the-worse-year-of-my-life ft... looks like i'm going 2 have my work cut out 4 me this year... my physics teacher remained the same, she's not 2 bad but she cant teach 4 nuts, nice teacher though... got new eng, chem, geog and ss teachers, really dunno wat 2 expect from these subjects so if i'm still going 4 my 3.6 i'd better buck up on my own... saddest thing 4 me regarding teachers was losing 2 of my most favourite ones, albar and GM... people were cursing when they heard they got albar while i was dying 2 have her lah, and dunno where the hell GM went, but i guess i'll juz have 2 give the new teachers a shot...

the 1st day was seriously the most happening, met my best buds again after 2 months and its like we've nvr left... its was great to be around friends and it kinda lifted my spirits a little, kinda being excited about the new beginning and all... the whole skul seemed 2 be busy with stuff like the sec1's orientation along with the PSLs, sec3s going OBS next week, and even next door RJ with their orientation... their orientation seemed like alot of fun and i juz cant help thinking about what it'll be like a year from now when i beginning my chapter... not all orientations were good as i got loads of complains from the girls, jan and steph about MJ and stef about MI... seriously the stories i hear are damn bloody geng, really freaked me out... they didnt at all sound like they were having fun but i hope their doing much better now... well, the atmosphere is damn exciting and it makes you feel good 2 be back in skul... then again there's always going 2 be shit that makes you feel like skul is living hell, as it has always been, which includes hw (i have hw 4 eng, chin, maths, chem and physics already, and its only friggin day 3... life is hell? go figure), FUBAR teachers (F***** Up Beyond All Repair, as mentioned above) and trainings!!! juz came home from 1 of the most hardcore trainings ever in recent history... think the last time i felt like dying so badly was in sec2 when we were really hardcore to the core... i swear i would have collapsed on the floor during training and i'm now suffering from abrasion on boths legs, juz waiting 2 see how long it takes b4 i really drop dead... its been a really messy (dunno how else 2 describe this week, brain not working properly) 1st week and things are going 2 get messier... its only been 3 days and it already feels like 3 months (quote from ivan)... the only word i can think of 2 describe skul now is sian, so maybe the last year izznt going 2 be as cheerful as i planned... if i'm ever going 2 achieve anything this year, its going 2 have 2 come from me, not some dumbass of a teacher... so much 4 the 1st week of skul, hope blessed souls out there are having a better time, and may our souls be blessed that we have our share of the goodness in (skul) life...

really dun think my brain is working very well right now, dun even know why i'm online... guess these past few days have been a rollercoaster ride of emotions; excited about being back in skul to gettin pissed off at my pathetic life, and everything in between... guess it has been 4 everyone, esp those in new environments and stuff... gotta try 2 be thankful for wat i have, and i'm doing my best... saw daniel, yanjie and nic chong with their OG, really felt damn happy 2 have met them, cuz last time i saw them was almost 3 weeks ago (thats quite some time)... feeling excited 4 them cuz they're doing well so far in RJ so cant help being a little hyper... hoping 2 see maybe gerrard, fu ginn and yongjing sometime during the next 2 weeks... great guys, every single one of them... got hooked onto this song by Chris Brown, "Say Goodbye"... its a great heartbreak song about breaking up, but since when has breaking up not broken hearts? anyway, its really nice and i juz cant get enuff of it... next time i pop by HMV imma try 2 get my hands on Chris Brown's album, really a talented singer at only the age of 17... argh, feeling so bloody tired right now, and still spamming words here... think i should sign off now, emancipated on saturday but still going down 2 help out on raffles trail... hw, quizzes and assignments to busy myself with this weekend, all in preparation for week 2... its time 4 me 2 go, dunno how much life i have left in me... back again, peace...