well, its been sometime since i last blogged so its gonna be quite abit... so came back from thailand on tues afternoon and i have 2 say everything went along quite well... i wont say that the trip was perfect or i enjoyed it totally but looking at the positives, it was a trip well spent... got 2 know so many more people better, like chee siang, andrew, hong kwang, macus, jiarong and gang... really a funky bunch of guys, great 2 be around with man, made my 5 days a hell load easier... think on a whole the interaction was superb and the team really came 2gether quite well, not exactly a relationship that you can build overnight but 1 thats good enuff 2 remember... think the deepest impression has got 2 be chee siang, a really cool guy and all, nice 2 be around and juz be urself... lol... there were other parts of the trips not so memorable, like the travelling (cuz i was sleeping almost 3/4 of the time) and stuffs... the games could have been better but i've got everything i need... juz watching the games taught me things i would never learn in singapore (like chicks who can throw full court passes!!!)... and the last game (which we sadly lost, lowering our record to 3-1) was one of the most memorable 1s, didnt play much (although i sank a 3, miraculously) but the team played well and i got a chance 2 see fighting spirit and how 2 play a team far superior than you... it was a real basketball game with a top class team, playing the way we're all aiming to... i must compliment danny for an absolutely amazing performance throughout the trip, playing like a real player that he is, with him (and hopefully the rest of us) hitting top form, we're going 4 it... overall a wonderful experience, dun regret going at all, one 2 remember 4 awhile... (damn, the pics are with andrew and i havent gotten them yet, was supposed 2 put them up but i guess there's always the next post)

onto 2day... went out with the girls and az 4 lunch at nydc, had great fun... kinda begged my parents 2 lemme out and they did so it kinda makes up 4 the other time lah... my cousin had his tests so i could chao, and went down 2 orchard... well got there kinda late but the girls were no where in sight oso... finally met up and went 2 nydc, az met us later and turned out he was at borders!!! kinda stoned at the place while the girls ate, couldnt eat 4 nuts cuz of my braces (had them tightened juz yesterday)... shortly after az came, tat wai oso joined us from training... stoned at the place 4 like damn long b4 finally moving off... walked around aimlessly b4 az left 2 meet danny and kevin, leaving me and tat wai with the girls (gourie oso left already so only left the 2 steph/stef and jan)... walked 2 heeren and decided 2 take neoprints (damn random), thats where the fun juz started... so took neoprints with tat wai and the girls and ended up sabo-ing stef and david 4 some "unknown" reason oso lah... haha, it was quite funny but after that kinda apologised 2 tat wai cuz felt quite bad lah, but it was juz 4 pure fun (he didnt mind 2, hahahaha)... yeah, so after that tat wai went off and i went off 2 meet az, kevin and danny 4 christmas shopping... actually they were the ones who were shopping, i juz stoned and followed them... wanted 2 get a CD but decided against it lah, not wise 2 spend aimlessly (unless its 4 someone else)... so we shopped around 4 bout another hour b4 i went home empty handed... got home and went out again 4 dinner b4 coming back (again), rushing 2 pack my stuff... finally done and online 1 last time b4 going off 2 malaysia...

well, looking at this trip 2 malaysia, there's lots 2 think about... like the sianness of the remaining of my hols disappearing along with this trip, not being in singapore 4 christmas, the start of the new year and thinking back on this past year... but i'm not going 2 think about any of that cuz its juz better that way... i wont give myself time or space 2 think about all the unhappy stuff... juz going there and have fun 1 last time watever way i can b4 2007 arrives... like wat az said, gotta treasure these time witcha family, and its true... so i'm leaving 4 malaysia 2morrow morning, still with work at the back of my mind, and scratching my head over how my 8 week juz disappeared juz like that... not much more i want 2 say, juz going 2 spend the last days of 2006 plain and simple... some really random thoughts in my head right now, dunno why i'm even thinking about it but its juz filling my head right now... somehow juz cant get it off my mind but i'll juz have 2 find a way... think i'll end here, tryna be happy with watever situation i'm placed in... hope i'll come back in a better state of mind, embracing 2007... peace...