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Saturday, September 09, 2006
10:07 PM

well (if y'all look carefully and notice) i changed the blogskin... it was a really simple skin but i dunno how i ended up taking so long juz 2 finish putting it up... yeah, like i said it was really simple (it is), thought it was a good change of things from the black 2 the refreshing white, didnt really catch my attention at 1st but grew onto its simplicity... haha, feel its quite nice lah but pardon me if the words abit hard 2 read cuz i word spammage (4 those who dun like it can f*** off, not many readers here anyway, lol)... so anyway, did this last night after which went 2 watch thirteen ghosts (at least some of it lah, quite freaky dun dare 2 watch it myself), watch half-half til bout 1 (which means that ERP was NOT done, lol)... surprised i woke up on time this morning, but still ended up rushing and barely making it 2 SBC on time... realise i keep rushing these couple of days 2 make it 4 like trainings or juz simple appointments, last time (if i remember correctly) i'm usually early or punctual, i'd be there waiting 4 people but now its more like people waiting 4 me... damn, guess it all comes down 2 discipline, must make an effort to reach on time man (more of cuz hols now and slacker, but still no excuse)... also realised that 4 this whole entire hols week i have not slept past 830 in the morning (damn, thats really pathetic and painful especially on hols man, ur supposed 2 friggin sleep in)... mon did geog, tues had tuition (freak man), wed training, thurs gym, fri training, sat training and sun tennis... yeah gonna play tennis 2morrow morning at like 8 in the morning... so combined skuls training 2day was sian (as usual), not tiring but more of sian... sometimes ur juz not physically drained but more emotionally drained, still feel dead both ways... the coach 2day got up on the wrong side of the bed man, 1st come and punish us do suicides then training time whole day stop the play 2 screw people, every single friggin time (with myself on the receiving end most of the time)... listen already oso sian ah... praying 4 this whole thing 2 end so that i can stop taking shit like this man... lol...

after combined skuls training went gym with danny... 1st time i'm not going tp gym alone, quite cool... so did couple of stuff 2day, tried my best 2 keep as close 2 muscle man training thingys as possible, hoping 2 see results ba (but its only the 1st time so we'll juz have 2 see ba)... danny left early so i continued 2 gym then went home... tp was friggin packed by some superstar thingy, so many people i couldnt even walk let alone eat there, so went home 2 eat... then on the way home saw my sis eng tuition teacher (the hot 1, name's ms. jerry, lol), quite surprised but nvr do anything oso lah... went home wanted 2 sleep but went out 2 IKEA 2 do some shopping... bought swivel chairs 4 my bedroom and the study, sweet man... cheap and good, looks pretty decent as well... IKEA was another disaster, damn bloody packed, the friggin car park entry was more than a 100m long, could barely put ur foot down without stepping on someone else and the cashiers were having absolute nightmare (so were we, but they more kelian)... finally got out of that place, drove all around 2 find dinner but ended up eating at a regular place back in woodlands... happy with the new swivel chair, not much but happy... out and about the whole day, which means that my ERP is still not done!!! haha, i'm screwed lah... 2morrow morning and afternoon more or less wiped already, but must be determined 2 finish the ERP b4 2morrow night so that at least i can wind down 1 last time b4 skul starts again...

sometimes in life you'll meet people i'd like 2 call "haters"... damn aren't they a f***** up bunch, lol... hai, but at the end of the day you still gotta live with them whether you like it or not, so might as well shove ten feet poles up their asses as well... haha... but seriously, damn i'm not gonna stop doing wat i do or stop writing wat i write, cuz hell this is my place man, yeah sure everyone is invited but if you dun like wat i write then you can jolly well take your bitch asses and get the hell outta here, no1's forcing you 2 stay, you read watever that is written here at your own risk... lol... sorrie if i have offended anyone that i have no intentions 2 offend watsoever with my straightforwardness, but there's no need 2 be all sugarcoated in honey and caramel 4 stuck up bitches man... life's messed up, you dun like wat you read here then go find a place where people say nice things and tell you you're pretty, cuz you sure as hell ain't... think i'm being a real asshole (not 2 mention stepping on the line of being hypocritical and bitchy), and i'm affirming that by saying "go screw yourself some place else, or at least where people like you are needed"... haha, i could go on 4ever and i must say that sure felt good... lol... well, at least i got one thing outta the way... dun really have much else 2 say, at least until someone else comes along and pisses me off, then i'll really have a fun time... lol... think all of this is eminem's fault... haha, with all my respect man... say watcha wanna say about me man, you dun mean shit 2 me cuz you're so full of it, right up 2 ur friggin neck man... bitch can f*** off and die... once again pardon my out-the-mouth trash, juz feel like dissin' man... ok, til next time, peace out...

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