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Jonathan Lim
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Thursday, August 03, 2006
8:42 PM

the end of 1 helluva messy week... 2day was the last of all the assignments and tests 4 practically this term (technically)... had eng letter 1st thing in the morning, which was absolutely mad cuz we only had like 15 mins? rushed like siao, didnt even get 2 elaborate properly, i swear albar is a nice teacher but sometimes shes can really be an old cow... lol... then after that had bio written assignment (a.k.a. quiz), knew i was going 2 pay 4 not muggin... think i screwed it quite badly, left a whole 3 marks question blank... open book somemore (could this day get any better?)... following which had maths TA on log (which i was super late cuz tan lai lin was breathing down my neck the whole time i was chionging the wrksht, when the practically the whole class left)... it was pretty ok, screwed some (as always, what's new?) hopefully nailed some... then had chinese which was slack and assembly which was slacker... 2 round up a day (and the week) of nutcase test and assignments had chem prac (which i missed on mon)... hopefully i did ok, didnt really think about it, only thought was 2 get it over and done with... went training (but didnt train), coach didnt show and muscleman left so training was kinda messed, but they had lotsa fun though... didnt train but somehow managed 2 sprain my right thumb (again?!?!), same injury and the same amount of pain... nvr really managed 2 heal properly, so this time i'll probably let it heal up properly b4 i try 2 do anything stupid...

well, 1 of the most whacked up week this term (as short and busy as it is)... really felt the stress factor building up... wed and thurs especially with alot of things crashing in (6 in total?)... and 2 me, 2day is as good as the last day of skul! lol... 3 weeks of dmp, with next week being national day week, 3 outta 5 days no skul... 2morrow is philo (slack), maths (sleep) and pe (swim? nah)... really feel like lettin loose 2day, nothing can bring my mood down... realised that i've taken a better look on life recently... i mean i'm more positive (i think), like my sprained ankle and thumb (most recently incurred), nvr really felt down or anything, juz thought that i'd give it as much time as it takes 2 heal and imma hit the courts again (of course taking good care of them oso)... all the test and everything, nvr really felt like giving up, although screwed it but still optimistic and juz basically happy 2 get everything outta the way... praising myself (the most pathetic form of self-reflection) is as good as no praise, but no1 else is there 2 give me the boost i need so i've only got myself... not going 2 let anything bring my mood down (frankly i'm not really that over the moon, more of juz being relieved that all that crap is over)... there's combined skuls on sat (which i would probably be sitting out) and g'cup (sun oso)... cant wait 4 next week, got planetshakers thingy (so sorrie chris, but az asked me and i juz went along with it, feel really bad about it, sorrie again ya?)... so i think imma go download some songs now and slack the rest of the night away... 2 all those guys still with shit 2morrow, juz think of it as the last day already, final push and after that u'll be slack ur asses off like me... lol... have this sudden urge 2 play fifa '04, maybe during national day? haha, peace out man...

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