this week has gone by pretty quickly (thank goodness)... on one hand another miserable week of life has passed, on the other another week closer 2 CTs (omfg, is life really all about exams?)... i'm sorrie everyone 4 that frightfully f-ed up scare... so anyway, played soccer yesterday at this place (finally get 2 play there) near cat high... the response 2 the pitch was pretty screwed, juz like the pitch itself (i dun blame them, seriously it sucks)... the friggin pitch was sloping lah, and it was so uneven and bumpy (it looked so much better from the bus)... i felt it was ok lah, at least there was no1 there (not surprised looking at the condition of the field), and we get 2 play soccer... so we played there 4 like 1 and a half hrs, people like nigel, darryl, kenneth, zf, chong kai, yi jun, ivan (cant believe he came and played, good show mate), ryan teo, darryl teo (no relation watsoever) and jason pang... the sun was bloody hot, the pitch was screwed, i bruised my right shin pretty badly and everyone was dying after that... overall, it was a great afternoon (no sarcasm)... yeah so hoping can play there again (this time nearer the road, dun have 2 walk so far and the pitch looks less screwed), had quite abit of fun really (dunno about the rest of them lah, they all looked like someone juz tried 2 shove a soccer ball up their asses, u get the point)... on a side note, the teo family (surname) seem 2 carry soccer genes, ryan teo is still as good as ever (damn he owns serious shit) and darryl teo (once again, no relation) is a friggin 2 footer (meaning he can play with both legs, damn that is messed up)... random, if i had 2 pick a left back 4 my team it would definitely be darryl teo hands down... ok so moving on (well not really, still on the topic of soccer), bloody germany beat argentina!!! @#$*&#@%*$... wtf lah, the argentinian coach lost it 4 them... he made a mental error, u should nvr sit back and let germany attack u, cuz u will pay BIG... and by paying big (as argentina has), means that u lose a 1 goal lead 10 mins from time, play friggin extra time juz 2 waste like 30 mins of ur life, and lose 4-2 in a penalty shootout that lasted less than 5 mins... major WTF man... he should have kept attacking germany (cuz thats wat argentina does, they friggin attack), dun give germany any room 2 breathe, cuz hell, if anyone can attack it would be argentina... they were friggin owning germany all the way up 2 the time they scored and a little more... u cant let germany attack u, u gotta press them back with an attack of ur own... that was precisely the reason why he (the coach) took off riquelme and crespo (emphasis on riquelme), he sat back and defended... take nothing away from argentina's defence, but if argentina can do 1 thing right, that would be attack (repeated as above)... yeah, tough on the coach, he probably took off riquelme and crespo 2 save them 4 the semis (which they, quite frankly, already had 1 foot in), in the end there was no semis 4 the both of them 2 play (and the rest of the argentina team 4 that matter)... but well, thats football... hai, but then again, damn wasted lah, was rooting 4 argentina 2 win the world cup, cuz they look a really good side (lionel messi and all), but like i said, whoever wins the germany argentina game would probably go on 2 win the world cup... i really cant see anyone stopping germany now (not even brazil frankly)... anyway, 2night got england portugal (who's watching england screw up raise ur hands?)... gonna watch that 1, later on brazil france ('98 finals) probably a better game than england portugal but its a 3am so most likely will be giving that 1 a miss... hai, damn tired, had combined skuls training this morning (with bruised shin and sore shoulder 4 no good reason), then after that played a little pool with darryl and chris again in tp... cut my hair after that (4 a change), then came home... probably sleep awhile b4 england portugal game, not willing 2 let hw of any sort cross my mind...

realised how much i actually miss u 2day... how i miss ur touch and ur warmth... is life supposed 2 be like this? no matter how much i choke myself with my friends or other thoughts, juz filling up every moment of my miserable waking life, u juz seem 2 squeeze urself in2 my mind... i'd used 2 recognise you no matter how much u tried 2 change ur look, i would spot u a mile away b4 anyone else... now, i wouldnt even be able 2 recognise you if u walked right up 2 me and gave me a slap, let alone rubbing shoulders along a busy street in the late afternoon, cuz thats the only hope i have of even coming close 2 you... i'm not in love with you anymore, i'm in love with the memories... the memories of you...

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