its finally the end of the week, the end of a rather (but then again not so) busy week... the real action begins 2morrow when there's gyphons cup and charles' hard rock cafe thingy!!! wah cant wait 4 that 1 man, would be totally cool and fun (i hope lah)... pray that wont be too knocked out 2 miss out on the fun... wont get much rest this coming weekend, gonna be damn bloody hardcore, 2morrow gonna be out from like 7am til 10 or 11+pm? then sun oso got gryphons cup so will have 2 go down and help out... ok, so 2day had like the slackiest (is it even a word?) day ever man (or close to lah)... had geog 1st thing in the morning with debates, then mark, jon gan, kasong and myself went up 2 kena own (cuz we didnt know wat the hell we're gonna say), then in the end we pwned everyone's ass... seriously the most joker lesson i've ever had lah (can say the same 4 the class oso), kasong and mark are seriously unbelievable, they are the funniest shit on earth man... next time must ask jon gan 2 take video put on youtube... lol... geog went by in a hurry, but had extremely lotsa fun (i mean wats not 2 have fun when ur teacher doesnt care, u dun care and pretty much everyone else doesnt care? sounds fun right? lol)... then after that had pe, swimming... didnt particularly enjoy it very much, not so much a fan of large catchments of water... abit sian oso cuz no polo, hoping 2 play polo next lesson... after kena wiped by swimming had chem, do the stupid titration, whole day cant get the right volume, like that mon the lab prac sure fail 1 lah... somemore 4got 2 ask yau pooi har 4 extention of the chem project, like that must find some way 2 chiong during weekend (which is a near impossiblity cuz of g'cup)... not 4gettin CLE, where "ms. PMS" came in and started doin her thang again (by which i mean PMS-ing, dun get me wrong)... somehow she managed 2 f the class upside down 4 no particularly good reason, got me somewhat pissed again... one day (in the not so distant future), i swear i will make her pay 4 all the shit she's been giving us... juz wait and see... but consolation in the fact that she kena semi-owned by the class 2day, bout her unreasonable-ness... dunno how she still can manage 2 come back and bite us (last ditch attempt 2 save face ba?), which means no late work 4 chinese from now... like i said (quote from, me?), "If she wants to play, we'll play." lol... after skul juz as i wanted 2 go RJ play bball it friggin rained lah, of all days i dun want 2 play bball nvr rain, when i want 2 play it FRIGGIN rains... lucky it was only a light drizzle that went on 4 about 10-15 mins, after that played in the wet courts with zf, juz shootin around... shortly after joined by sng yi, then zf left and i played til bout 3 lah (played with "roubang" and sec4 junwei 3-on-3 against RJ peps)... came home and slacked around til about now lah... eng portfolio extended til mon!!! frankly i dunno why i'm cheering oso, should have finished it ages ago and with the little or practically no time over the weekends, i should be cursing the temptation of slacking off (slacking, now)... hiya, guess it gives me abit more breathing room ba...

had this talk during assembly on thurs, about being happy (or how 2 try and be happy lah at least)... felt it was really quite inspirational (some people called it crappy so watever lah)... felt that some of the points mentioned during the thingy were really very true, and we all know it as fact, but maybe we juz needed a little reminder... i felt it kinda liberated me from all the pain and misery i had inside me about us... it was like a wake up call (about time eh?)... i mean, at that point in time i felt it really made alot of sense 2 me, we choose whether or not we want 2 be happy, and when we face problems, juz know that it is part of a cycle, the cycle of life... no1 has any less problems than u, but the ones who succeed are those who know how 2 deal with these problems... and (surprisingly true), if there were no problems in our lives, we would nvr be happy... it is the feeling of conquering ur difficulties that give u that rush, that feeling, that happiness... felt these words (amongst many other of which my memory has failed me) are but a mere fact of life, and we can all find these words if we look 4 them hard enuff, yet sometimes all we need is someone 2 tell us that (4 me, that someone would be an australian guy who can speak chinese and draw some seriously messed up cartoons man)... 1st time i've taken the bus past ur place 2day in god knows how long, and i that was when i truly knew i was set free... yes, i may still hurt sometimes, i may still think about you and all that could have been... and yes, i may still have feelings 4 u, but i know that i can move on now... as i sat there in the bus with the rain pouring outside, i knew that these tears falling outside, can nvr get 2 the inside of my heart again...