《世界上最遥远的距离》

世界上最遥远的距离
不是
生与死，
而是
我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你。

世界上最遥远的距离
不是
我就站在你面前
你却不知道我爱你，
而是
明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起。

世界上最遥远的距离
不是
明明知道彼此相爱
却不能在一起，
而是
明明无法抵挡这种思念
却还得故意装做丝毫没有把你放在心里。

got the above chinese poem from a chinese worksheet 2day, heard the 1st stanza b4 somewhere and i guess that was where it came from... not the complete poem though (felt that the last stanza was not really relevant so i didnt include it), but a nice poem nonetheless... feel somewhat close 2 the poem cuz i've been there and done that... really cant help thinking again... a beautiful and painful poem, juz like what we had between us... juz like wat we didnt have... juz like everything that was never meant 2 be...

hai, gettin all shitty and emotional again... why cant the world juz leave me alone man? all of a sudden come out this poem (not taking anything away from the poem, its a really really nice poem)... the joke is, got the poem in chinese class (duh right, chinese poem), where i was this close (trust me, very close) 2 walking out of the classroom... my chinese teacher (wont mention names, 4 my sake more than hers) has 1 serious attitude problem which she better fix b4 i fix it 4 her... juz because 2 u everyday is friggin chinese new year and u dress like it doesnt mean u friggin own the world lah... she make herself sound damn big and righteous, then she go around puttin people down... i tell u, if she wasnt a teacher i would have taken her bullshit and shoved it up hers and walked out of class lah... seriously, if she pushes my limits 1 more time i will walk right out of that class, i'm not learning anything anyway so why bother wasting my time... juz cant stand people with attitude like hers... really pei fu zhang kai, hes got guts 4 1 thing, and at least he stands up 4 wat he believes in (whether or not it is the right thing is another story)... probably the worse lesson of chinese i ever had, and i walked away with nothing but a couple a choice words 4 my chinese teacher and this incredible poem (ironic?)... hai, still cant get all the thoughts outta my head... well, moving on (gotta at least try 2 stop thinking about everything else 4 a moment), signed up 4 my dmp 2day (late right, heck care)... went com lab with zf and darryl, tried 2 sign up 4 the same courses but in the end all kena screwed, all different from each other... well done, and i didnt get 2 take the courses i want oso (partly cuz they were all taken already, and in the end left with all the kena sai courses so bo bian), but look at it this way, i get 2 share a couple of courses with darryl and zf (although sadly none with the both of them together?), and 4 those that i didnt really wanna take i'll juz see it as trying something new lah... my timetable izznt any better oso, i got like 4 mornings free (means i can wake up late), but i would seriously rather it be morning lessons then the rest of the day free... even with my minimum of 48 hrs already damn packed lah, like almost everyday is full day... dmp is another joke that is gettin my blood boiling lah... another waste of my time... hai, 2day is overall a damn crappy day, but at least i got the poem (juz cant stop mentioning it lah) and the ri tracksuit... Raffles Basketball, looks abit gay-cum-cool, dunno how that works out oso... dun think i have much else 2 say already, got physics quiz 2morrow (which i will probably fail, i know nuts about sound and wat CRO lah), hopefully i mug abit of bio which is coming up oso (on thurs, but i dun think i will mug lah)... feeling really low now, dunno why oso... i dun have my bloody songs cuz my bloody speakers are bloody dead... i'm bloggin from my laptop which is totally screwed cuz i'm not used 2 the laptop keyboard... my mind is running, and ur the 1 i'm chasing, but will i ever catch u? hai, i'm officially depressed... i gotta stop already, b4 i start going loopy (if i havent already done so)... end off with this quote from a jodi picoult book (read it off the cover in popular, lol), "It takes two to make a lie work, the person who tells it and the one who believes it." absolutely random, but somewhat true... back soon, peace...