so i'm sitting here with ice wrapped around my left knee... abit of swelling below the knee cap, realised that it hurt quite abit after coming back from swimming (been swimming quite abit these couple of days)... somewhat of a bruise (no excuse 2 miss training 2morrow eh?)... totally irrelevant stuff... moving on, went gym this morning (at toa payoh) b4 training at SPANS (4got wat it stood 4, some civil servant thingy i guess)... went gym alone 2day cuz couldnt quite find anyone else 2 come along, so got there about 10 and gymmed til about 11:15 (sorrie 4 the boring details)? then decided 2 go SPANS earlier since i had nothing else 2 do (training at 12)... on my way there, as i was crossing a bridge, saw this place not 2 far from SPANS that looked like a caged up street soccer court (like those damn high cage walls surrounding the court)... so i decided 2 drop by 4 a quick look... true enuff, there was a street soccer court all caged up with really high walls... was in pretty good condition, looks like a nice place 4 a game or 2... sometimes u juz need 2 stop and smell the flowers (in this case looking at random architecture from an elevated platform)... i nvr noticed that place b4, taking the fact that i've been 2 SPANS dozens of times 4 trainings and competition... hai, but the timing could not be worse, skul's about 2 start in 3 days time, juz when possible activities pop up (like pool?)... felt kinda cheated, discover such a good place 2 play soccer oso cannot play... anyway, went 4 training after that (ran in2 az, danny, zf and yifei as i walked 2wards SPANS from the street soccer courts?)... i tell u, 3 weeks without any contact of a basketball watsoever and u juz totally lose that feeling, not 2 mention practically dying (well, maybe thats juz me but anyway)... wah, 3 weeks... and a so called "slack" training kills me... totally lost the dribbling and shooting feeling... for a moment i thought that i 4got how 2 even catch a ball... lol... but (thankfully), it came back after awhile, but i was still dying though... dunno how 2 go combined skuls training 2morrow... sian... so we did a couple of drills then scrimmage... well, juz realised that basketball (as much as i try 2 deny it) is still my thang... cant hide from it, sure as hell cant run from it, so might as well embrace it... oh, (somewhat) shocking news, coach will be taking over RJ bball next year... that means he will cover A div, B div and C div... that is totally mad!!! lol... i wont say 2 much here, maybe not now at least... but yeah, thats how its gonna go... so after training went 2 eat with the rest of the guys, realised how hungry i was when i saw all the food in the hawker centre (when was the last time i actually ate with them?)... from there went home and u'd probably get the rest of the story... hai, been thinking again 2day... dunno why oso... wont say that i got really affected, but i definitely wont say i'm on top of the world... got brought down a little lah... hai, so i shouldnt really be thinking about it right now... ok, movin on (that was really crap, wasting both ur time and mine), couple of songs ringing in my head now (besides delinquent habits, still on that one and only song), like gimme that by chris brown, promiscuous and maneater by nelly furtado, ridin' by chamillionaire and for you i will (confidence) by teddy geiger... wont say that they are exactly new (although a couple of them are), but i'm not exactly keeping up with the radio scene... wow, thats quite abit man... lol... oh and this other song, heard it on xifang's blog? dunno wat's the title of the song (chinese lah, even worse, cant blame me)... waiting maybe 4 her 2 come online and send me or something? perhaps anyone else who knows the song might juz be so kind as 2 send me the song on her behalf (i dun even know if she has the song... its a long shot, but 1 worth taking)? well i would probably go download a couple of the songs after this... and world cup!!! hoping 2 see france crash out of the world cup 2night (hearing chants of "EVIL")... lol... dunno why oso, but juz wanna see them lose (or maybe a draw, a loss is 2 hopeful) 2 togo... ok lah, think i'll end here... 2morrow got combined skuls training (think its the 3rd time i'm saying it), sian dun feel like going... maybe going out on monday is not such a wise decision after all... lol... ok, going 2 download songs already... peace...