i 4got the look on ur face... i 4got the feel of ur waist... i 4got the smell of ur hair... i 4got the taste of ur sweet, sweet kiss... i 4got ur smile... i 4got how it is 2 be loved by u...

i realised its good 2 be 15... sometimes we ask 4 things we dun have, like freedom and that bit more cash... and we often 4get wat we actually do have... yes, we're young, and with youth comes alot of things, like making mistakes, like trying new stuff, like learning the hard painful lessons in life, about life... u may think i'm nuts (i think the same way 2 sometimes), who wants 2 learn things the hard way, who wants 2 make mistakes... then again, who wants 2 grow up? life is about growing up, the catch is that we nvr stop growing up... sometimes u juz wish u could skip the long and tedious process that we would like 2 call "growing up", wish u were livin' large with the cash and everything else that follows closely behind "adulthood"... that was wat i used 2 think (and maybe once or twice every so often nowadays)... but then i realised that its the process that's more important... imagined if u missed out on graduating sec4 (big deal right?), imagine if u missed orientation in jc1 (bigger deal right?), imagine missing out on NS or maybe even uni... imagine missing out on life from now til ur old enuff 2 drink alcohol (legally) but not old enuff 2 say u've seen the world... think about all the friends ur about 2 make, or all the friends ur about 2 lose... ya being "grown up" is all fine and dandy, but growing up is juz as great... sometimes, ur only given 1 shot at life, when that happens, the best thing u could do is take it... yeah being 26 sounds great, u know the freedom and all, but i'm thankful i'm still 15, cuz i know that there are still mistakes 2 be made, lessons 2 be learnt and paths 2 be chosen... i'd probably have 2 make a decision i have 2 live with 4 the rest of my life (with or without regret), i'd probably learn about the cold and hard reality of the working world, i'd probably learn the meanings of responsibility, honour, pride and passion... but until then, i'm doing fine... yeah we complain about skul and homework and wat have u, but u dun see a 30 year old complaining about the days when skul was juz a day away... and we certainly cant see ourselves worrying about jobs, or managing household budgets, or even worrying about toilet paper... life is about growing up... yeah i'm 15, and i realised its good 2 be 15...

haha... that was a laugh, seriously... ok enuff about life lessons from a 15 year old... lol... so i finally got this new skin up, spent close 2 my whole afternoon doing it... thought it was quite nice lah... lol... so, i didnt quite manage 2 get up last night 2 watch holland vs argentina... and i'm thankful 2, ended in a goalless draw... i actually woke up at 2:40am without alarm clock (surprise surprise, cant remember why i woke up oso), but then i fell asleep again... so 2night is brazil vs japan, actually nothing much 2 watch oso... brazil would (hopefully) probably finish the group with maximum points, so i wont make any promises 2 watch that game 2night... lol... so last night i was watching van helsing (the 1 with kate beckinsale, woo), when i totally remembered this other hot chick, josie maran... damn, she played 1 of dracula's bride (sadly she was the one that died 1st), she was kick ass hot man... 1st noticed her in NFSMW (Need For Speed Most Wanted), shes the character mia townsend... and her hotness prevails even in virtual reality... lol... yeah so i checked her out and stuff (along with NFSMW of course), and it appears that she starred in van helsing... ok so that caught my attention, and of course the show itself last night brought it back 2 my attention... she was so fine, 2 bad she was the 1st 2 die... hai, but there was kate beckinsale (always a favourite), but in the end she died 2... absolutely random stuff... was thinking about going out this mon? anyone interested, juz hit me back (as in, black talk 4 reply me or get back 2 me, somewhere along that line)... maybe watch a movie or something? argh, b4 friggin skul reopens man, u feelin' me (another hopeless attempt 2 sound black)? ok nvm, gettin a wee bit outta my head... cant quite remember wat else i wanted 2 say already... so i'll juz check back in another time... josie maran man, a penny 4 ur (or my) thoughts... lol... peace out...