HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!! all u loving couples out there take this time 2 spread a little love, n show that special someone how much u really care... ok b4 i go on with 2day will talk a little about yesterday... so yesterday nothing much, had training n blah, then after that kena dragged down by parents 2 orchard... wah i thought i was going 2 get new phone (4 those who have seen the back of my phone u would know why), but in the end turns out went down 2 see one of my mum's old friend from dunno where (came from some european country? germany?) ya so had dinner liao, then went there 2 like eat again? think i wasnt really hungry but i was stuffing myself anyway (still on this point, think i lost some serious weight lah... HOW???) ok so was there quite awhile, didnt really do much cept eat n listen 2 them share stories, catching up with the times... ya, so after that was going out of the place (oh btw we ate at the hyatt, lol), guess who i saw outside... i couldnt believe it myself lah, saw wincy tsang with another guy??? bloody hell, 1 lucky son of a gun... lucky little bugger... they were pretty close, bf? on the eve of valentines? wow wow, wondering wat they are doing now? nvm, moving on... lol...

ok so anyway, 2day is valentines day (in case anyone of u havent noticed or u juz came back from jupiter or something)... and well, love is in the air no doubt... alot of people with roses and flowers and wat stuff... well, dunno why felt damn down this morning lah... was like, i mean, everything was going ok, but i juz felt very down lor... i mean maybe cuz i didnt manage 2 get u something :( sorrie, or cant spend valentine witchu or wat... i dunno lah, was juz pretty low big time... then came along chinese period (which i must admit is the most fun n interesting 1 yet), when we did a little something 2 fit the mood of valentines day... we listened 2 chinese love songs n had 2 pick our favourite n wat have u... i was quite surprised that it actually picked my mood up... all thanks 2 男人海洋... wah lao, its a damn bloody nice song man, that time xiao yuan superstar dude lee yin wei sang this 2... damn nice lah... dunno why oso i juz listened 2 the song, and at once my mood lifted (but b4 that already had psycho myself and of course u ;)... well i guess my mind was so preoccupied with trying 2 get the lyrics 2 the song i juz blanked out everything else... i think people around me were quite annoyed 2day cuz i was trying 2 sing the song the whole day lah (apparently with no luck, n not any good as well)... went 2 listen 2 it again on yan jie's ipod then finally got the song from jon gan... yeah man, gonna whack again like siao man... lol... its valentines day 2day (how many times have i said this already ah? lol), n i guess everything is emplified so much more... well i spend vday witchu, didnt get u anything (how hopeless can i be?)... that juz made me feels so... maybe it didnt help when i'm my usual self thinking 2 much again... juz u know, like vday is when couple go out 2gether n all that stuff... juz cant give that 2 u... juz cant be the one... n somehow feel that i couldnt fill that space maybe? n when i think about the other guys who can do juz that, be it in the past or wat, i'm juz helpless in a sense lor... well there are many things i cant do, cant share ur troubles or cant be there, juz hope 2 make it up in other ways... juz want u 2 be happy ya? ;) well should try 2 step away from the sad side of things on vday, n u know, be happy with wat i've got... lol... been wanting 2 vday 2 pass as quickly as possible, but now when i'm sitting here writing this post, looking back on the day, it juz seemed 2 speed right pass me... n now i think of it, i got my wish, but i juz want it 2 last a little longer... hai... always thought that vday should be the day that one would let their love juices flow (please, do NOT misinterpret that line... it has no pun intended watsoever...), but well 4 me not much love-loss feeling 2day... juz another normal day with a tad bit more feeling only... probably wake up 2morrow n realise that the next vday is 364 days away? well, nvr really expected myself 2 be so hype about vday, but here i am juz ranting on about vday... i guess maybe i'm feeling the love? lol... well enuff cock lah, gonna end off... i dedicate this post 2 "u":) izznt really that appropriate when its like full of cock, but its the thought that counts? happy valentines day once again!!! they should seriously consider making it a public holiday here in singapore man... lol... not alone this valentine...