well, 4 me, chalet sucked... i guess its my anticipation again, expected 2 much from it, n it sure as hell did not live up 2 my expectations... at 1st still ok, went 2 play lan and pool... 1st dota game ever was pretty ok... went back chalet played a little soccer n stuff... then things started 2 get sian lah... i think 1 of the problems was really the xbox... spoils the whole fun... at some point in time sure got people playing xbox 1... then its like everyone is doing everythings else, some play cards, some sleep n all... the only time i tot we were actually having fun was playing the "polarbear" game... at least more people were involved in the same activity, more interaction n definately more fun lah... so we played the "polarbear" game like until 4 in the morning, still with some people playing xbox... then slept at 5... really didnt sleep well, kept waking up 2 xbox sounds... woke up at 10, went 2 find food 4 breakfast... we practically had 2 "find" food... food was really an issue... the only food u would get 2 eat is the ones u cook urself at bbq, other than that, there's nothing much 2 eat... its either there was no food available or the food was simply 2 expensive... 6 bucks 4 a plate of cha guay tiao? u got 2 be kidding... so went 4 breakfast, service sucked, food sucked n damn ex... but there was really no other choice... then after that had game so rushed down 2 toa payoh... not say really tired, but kinda spoils the day... so after the game, came back with wincy... i had a feeling she was going 2 be damn sian, but its nicer 2 have her down, some more 2nd day i tot more settled down can at least have fun... so went there, n things got really screwed... bout 2 rain, bbq stuff not ready, half the class is not there, n we were like really hungry... so went 2 find food once again lah... can tell wincy was really damn sian, n people were still playing the xbox... then wanted 2 help with the bbq, got kinda offended in a way, so juz leave them be lah... went 2 go find stuff 2 do... mood was already dropping, felt damn sian decided 2 go back chalet... dunno, alot of things were running through my head lah... then saw wincy there already waiting 4 taxi... i knew at once "this is deep shit lah"... apparently someone had shouted at her over bbq matters... wah, that was some serious shit man... i mean 1stly, why would u wanna shout at a teacher, then somemore not like she did anything wrong lah... i mean that was really 过分... she left in a hurry, n i felt it was in a way my fault? i mean i "dragged" her down so that this could happen? really should have spared a thought 4 her lah... but on the other hand wth was wrong with the class man? u call this a class, driving a teacher away? wah lao... it was like every man 4 himself, turning ur back on ur own friends... my view of the class really changed lah... the place is a friggin mess, the toilets smells like urine, things go missing... so i juz kept thinking about the wincy incident throughout the night, then i'm like "wat kinda friend m i man?" alot of other stuff oso lah... so was at the bowling alley/arcade area... dunno wat i was doing there oso, guess i didnt feel like going back 2 the chalet... so talked quite abit, i think one of the more memorable parts of the chalet... so in the end the nice lady at the bowling counter there let us bowl 1 final game, even though it was like close 2 the closing time n all... she was really helpful by opening up 4 lanes 4 us... so bowled, tried 2 4get about stuff... wah then wincy smsed me n apologised? wah that really did me in lah... i felt damn bad about it inside... she came all the way here juz 2 get this sort of crap from her own form class n she apologises? i know no one could see how bad i felt lah... i juz kept apologising cuz i dunno wat else i could do? i really felt like the culprit... went back 2 the chalet n locked ourselves in the room, played cards, listening 2 music... felt that was the only time when friend were friends lah... no barriers, nothing in between... felt like shit the whole way through... so juz tried 2 find somethings 2 do, in the end juz slept at 3... woke up at 930, checked out at 10... could see the sian-ness in everyone's eyes lah... so juz left feeling that the chalet was a screw up, kinda felt i wasted my time there, n juz basically not fun lah... went 4 game n came back wiped out... now here juz pouring out the last 3 days... i still feel bad about the thing, i really dunno wat 2 do right now... it juz sux inside... how can i make it up 2 her? dammit, i'm so useless lah... can nvr fail 2 screw things up... feel like shit now, next week malaysia trip... if i could i wouldnt go... i'd probably screw it up 2 n cause everyone 2 feel sian like me... i dunno how i'm going 2 go malaysia lah, plus i think i'm falling sick... i juz wanna shove all my problems in2 pillow, n juz beating the living crap outta that pillow man... later watching smackdown, wanna watch harry potter... really no mood now... i think i'll juz do nothing now... cant stop thinking... well other people may have found the chalet fun, good 4 them... maybe i'm the only freak in the whole place that thinks the chalet is seriously screwed... but if u were 2 ask me now if i had fun, i'd probably tell you no... someone tell me wat 2 do now?