yeah, so 2day finished eng n chinese paper... 2 of the most suckiest papers... now got the whole weekend 2 mug 4 the rest of the papers... even wit my lack of preparation i felt the eng paper was ok? chinese was so-so but felt i could have done better, all those easy words 4get how 2 write, give away marks oso nvr take... so i felt chinese was abit the wasted... so i'll juz slack the rest of the day... so after ct we were walking back 2 mrt, then ivan suddenly says wincy perfume damn nice... then he starts gettin high about wincy... really dun understand... i mean, yeah she's hot n all, great personality, but how far are u gonna take it(not refering 2 u ivan, lol)? i think its probably juz ri peps... cuz ri is like kinda screwed? i mean, there are like so few cho teacher? maybe its juz me or something, but really cant help but notice right? then its like, everyone sucks up 2 the cho teachers, tryna get in their good books... yeah, i cant deny that wincy is hot(once again, maybe its juz me), but seriously, does everyone have 2 put on a show? then i think our class is like the most pro at flirting n sucking up lah... ok lah, i admit i oso got, but come on, the way some people go about doing it, really... its like everyone is tryna get her attention or something... hiya but if shes the ft of ur class, wat do u expect... well the earth doesnt revolve around them(cho teachers) only... ok lah, 2 be fair, its really quite hard not 2 notice ms tsang or ms cho walk by, cuz maybe juz so used 2 looking at them(if ya know wat i mean), but attention seeking? excessive(note i used the word excessive) flirting? nah, i guess i'm pretty much over that... yeah i still look out 4 them(seriously, its REALLY hard 2 NOT notice), but gettin high on every little thing they do or juz tryna be around them every single living moment of my life, probably not... i'm thinking alot of people are "attracted" 2 ms tsang cuz 1stly, she's hot, 2ndly, she has a great personality n lastly, she juz has that "thang"... i mean when u talk 2 her, u can tell she not that oh-ur-talking-to-me-so-i'll-juz-listen-and-get-it-over-wit kind, she really cares(i think? i havent quite mastered the ability 2 read minds yet)... she actually listens 2 u? plus its juz really nice 2 talk 2 her... she juz has that really nice personality(except when she gets nasty, lol)... well, i cannot stress this enuff, its probably juz me once again... i dunno, i cant say anything 4 sure... does what u see on the outside, truly reflect wats on the inside? is anyone that perfect? is there anyone out there who truly cares about ur life, no matter how miserable it may be? i dunno... anyway, ivan was rambling on about ms tsang's perfume n wat dance classes? yeah so ok, either hes really high or there's something more going on... yeah so maybe there's more than meets the eye... a deeper relationship perhaps? i bet alot of people feel this way 2... m i really over it? now i think of it, the answer seems 2 have eluded me... maybe i'm juz being really hypocritical? i dunno lah, why m i thinking so much when i should be slacking? maybe its juz hormones gettin the better of my head... ok so i've juz basically wasted alot of time talking about nothing constructive, but since when did i ever say anything usedful? so the fact remains, i still check out the hot teachers, alot(n i mean ALOT) of people still flirt wit ms tsang, n alot of people out there still hate me... so my life is still messed up... hahahahahahaha... i think i'd better stop talking...