yeah man, cts are over... lemme hear ya SCREAM!!! ok, on 2nd thought, maybe not... so my sci yesterday was screwed, didnt know wth DNA was about... plus some more i woke up at 5 juz 2 go skul earlier 2 mug my textbook(apparently i didnt bring it home, damn smart)... in the end still got screwed... 2day, worse still... damn maths... i couldnt finish the paper(again)... then plus somemore i dunno how 2 do like friggin lot of questions... so much 4 my 85% ct... more like scraping a 50%... i'll count myself lucky 2 get a friggin 50%... damn maths... hai, these things juz bring ur post ct mood down man... after maths paper went 2 play pool... didnt really enjoy it as much i would have... guess my expectations were 2 high... so played like 4hrs... siao man... then took a cab back 2 skul 4 training... wow, training... surprised? not really... coach wouldnt let us off that easily... so our 1st training in like 2 weeks n we start off by running 1.6(sounds weak but its tiring, since we nvr train like dunno how long)... surprised i could still keep up, juz that i died after that... felt really weak(more weak that i would usually be)... lucky it rained otherwise i wouldnt have made it through the training... surprised 2 see ms tsang at the training though... malaysia trip sounds fun, but i dunno why deep down i feel that it izznt gonna be as nice as i want it 2 be... training ended surprisingly early(we continued our drills in the canteen even though it was raining outside... surprised again? not at all)... went s11 2 makan, cannot take it... damn hungry... after the maths paper, i kept thinking, that i wouldnt be able 2 enjoy as much as i would have... its like the damn maths paper was a friggin spoiler... now all i can think of is how badly i'll fail n get screwed by parents instead of how i should waste my life... hai, but its over... there's nothing i can do now... so turns out i cant play interclass this fri, our class is so friggin screwed... sat is combined skuls trials... man, so packed... only thing 2 really take my mind off stuff is ps 2morrow... my ps instinct overruled my instinct 2 go out n catch a movie... playing fifa 04(yes i know, its old) while i wait 4 fifa 06... y'all will bow down 2 my west ham supremacy... taking west ham 2 the champions league(no challenge 2 bring man u or arsenal or chelsea 2 the champions league... so much nicer 2 own wit a weaker club... then chelsea can kiss my a**... lol) hai... can somebody tell me wat 2 do? have yet 2 get a book 2 read(no more smart dictionary comments), probably over the weekend... i'm so tired, yet i cant fall asleep... cant let this day(or night) slip away... there's no skul 2morrow anyway(duh, i'm playing ps?)... so this will be the day when the cts ended... this will be the day when maths screwed my life... this will be the day when we await a new beginning(or the end)... i'll probably get it BIG from my parents about the maths paper... but until then... wat can i say? juz slackin...