so i didnt manage 2 watch no mercy yesterday, n i totally freaked myself out watching the world's scariest ghost caught on tape... damn, i shouldnt have watched that one... totally freaky... anyway, 2day went 2 watch transporter 2 wit ivan, darryl n kenneth... well, seriously, didnt enjoy it as much as i would like 2... the show was ok, not fantastic, but ok... so after the show, wandered aimlessly 4 like a good 30 mins, went 2 get lunch... brought lunch back 2 skul 2 eat, then waited 4 like almost 2 friggin hours 4 training? 2 friggin hours? damn i should be at j8 checkin out chicks man... wasted my time, n practically slept until training... then came training, wasnt as bad as i thought it would be... turned out quite ok... even pt wasnt bad... until coach asked me go join wat BBAXN thing... i was like, huh??? practically forced in2 lah, but how 2 say no 2 coach??? hai, so muz go lor... now my friggin life is taken up by bball man... training 3 times a week, plus outside bball stuff(including this thing n combined skuls if i get selected, n if coach drags us out 2 play bball wit him), plus i wanna find time go gym... like that how? where has my life gone 2?(if i had a life in the 1st place) 2 think life would be better after cts... well my life is bball, i gotta face it... i dunno how long i can stick wit this but i'll try... then no1 can blame me 4 not trying... well, i've been asked this question, "what's ur purpose 4 playing bball?" i think its a really relevant question 4 me? i juz gotta find the answer 2 that, then i'll solve my grumpy-ness... i hope... so 2morrow's a holiday, shall not dampen anyone's holiday mood... a change of topics sounds good... so i've been surfing around lately, then decided 2 find pics of alyson michalka(dun worry, they're clean)... i dunno why, i juz did it... n wow, i got some really nice pics of her... she looks really hot in the photos... they are seriously clean, juz that she looks so beautiful in the pics... n she has alot of fan sites... n i mean ALOT... wow, she's juz smokin hot... juz check out my msn dp(lazy 2 put it up here)... so 2morrow is a holiday, slack my brains out, then wed is training again... thurs is a hols n friday, guess wat, training!!! ok, enuff about training... shouldnt complain... i have nothing else 2 say lah, cept i bit my tongue this morning, n it hurts like hell... still does... watching married 2 the kellys later, missed the earlier 1... check in some other time... peace...