i finally get 2 use the com, my sis keeps hoggin the com lah... she's only 9, imagine if she's 16 or something... anyway, went out 4 breakfast this morning wit my aunt from england... she came over yesterday, from ipoh... juz met up with her when we went back 2 malaysia, then now she comes down 2 singapore... i cant really remember the last time i saw her(apart from like a week ago when we went back 2 ipoh, duh)... it was such a long time ago, nvr really got a chance 2 know her... actually i dun really know any of my relatives from my mum's side(she has 10 siblings, not an easy task)... so my aunt is staying over 4 the weekend... leaving 2night... so, watched this show "Zero Hour : The Last Hour Of Flight 11" on discovery channel... was really nice... if anyone of u out there didnt know, flight 11 was the plane that crashed in2 the world trade center... the show, or should i say documentary talked about how the hijackers took over the plane and all that stuff... i dunno why i m intrigued by this sort of thing... its like history sort of thing... i m juz so curious 2 find out exactly what happened... anyway they showed the process n everything, went through the minds of the hijackers, the flight attendant, the control station... then they had this part where they showed this young woman, found out that she was pregnant on that fateful day, she went 2 work as usual at the world trade center, on her way to work she stopped by the pharmacy to get another pregnancy test juz 2 confirm it... she decided to do the test again once she got 2 her work place and call back her husband... she did her daily routine, stopped by 2 get breakfast, everything seemed normal... she was so excited about her baby... she got 2 her office on the 98 floor of the north tower of the world trade center... she did the test n it was positive... she called her husband n that was the last time he ever heard from her... her last words were, "we're gonna have a baby..." that was wat really hit me bad man... i mean there are so many stories out there... about this incident... yeah everyone has their stories, but 2 hear 1 like this... it really got me thinking man... about life... life is so powerful, yet at the same time so fragile... life is so complex... there are so many things 2 life... yet we overlook the most important ones... and we let life slip by, every tick on the clock, every sunrise every sunset... our lives are draining away... how much have we really done with our lives... how much care have we really shown to the ones we love... how much do we know about life and the world around us... how much time have we left... everything juz seem so unreal... when death is thrown in ur face, is when u truly appreciate life... how much time do we truly have left? b4 life is taken away from us... look at the lives lost during 911... did they know they were gonna be taken away from this earth? did they know it was their last day? all these things juz sets u thinking man... it got me thinking about everything... somemore september 11 was juz a few days ago, n honestly i didnt even notice... with everything flashing by so quickly, no1 ever stops 2 look at the flowers anymore, no1 ever stops 2 enjoy the raindrops or the sunset... no1 ever lives their lives anymore... bet many of u people out there think this is crap, but when all of this is taken away from, it may be 2 late to do anything about it... i guess everyone is like cursing me or something, gettin so emotional over things like that, but hey, thats me lah, so deal wit it... lol... but seriously, i think everyone has their own philosophies in life, their own saying... but everyone should learn 2 appreciate life, n thats all i can say... whatever way u do it, however u do it, just do it...